2009 has been a really shitty year. I was a crazy, fucked up holy terror for a lot of it, and I'm beyond lucky to have the friends that I do. I probably haven't been as grateful and apologetic as I should be.

And you know what?
I AM GOING TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS YEAR IF IT KILLS ME

I've made it this far; I'm sure as hell not giving up now.

On one hand, my internet is working again! \o/ On the other, I seem to be reverting back to my teenie days, one fandom at a time /o\ At least I'm better at finding fic now? :D: This isn't a very good time for me to get into a new fandom, though; I have three impossibly huge (for me, anyway) papers to write. Luckily I still have 3 - 10 days to get started on them! :D? :D?



:( I'm doomed.

I started Farscape ages ago, got distracted by other things, and forgot about it. HOWEVER, I am now watching through the end of season 1, and *_______* I am enjoying it so much. Some of the episodes earlier in the season were kind of entertaining, but I only really watched as far as I did to ogle Zhaan and Aeryn. AND NOW I AM WATCHING TO OGLE ZHAAN AND AERYN AND CHIANA. WHOOPS.

I watched "A Bug's Life" last night, but I had to watch the whole thing through my fingers. BECAUSE I DID NOT WANT TO KNOW WHAT WAS IN THE CRATE. Maybe this means that I am smart enough to survive a sci-fi show? I thought Crichton-as-Captain was pretty hot, which is a little weird, because I don't find him very attractive on his own. When he was wrestling with Chiana in "Durka Returns", and also when he was nuzzling Aeryn's shoulder in "Human Reaction", though? SMOKIN'.


I love everything Lady Gaga chooses to be. *_____* I've been watching the video for Bad Romance a lot, because it's HOT, and just gets better every time. The song itself is also super catchy :DDD

The first day all week that I actually get shit done, and it was a lot of shit, AND I CONTRACT THE PLAGUE. well, some kind of flu, I guess. >:( Still, how is that fair?

Laundry was one of the things I got done! Clean sheets. *____* I also put my stuffed bear in the washer with my clothes, because he's been looking a little (read: a lot) grungy lately. I took it out before the washer went into the final spin cycle (so that nothing would happen to it), and then spent 15 minutes wringing ENDLESS AMOUNTS OF WATER out of it. And yet, there was still enough water to make a HUGE FUCKING PUDDLE under the drying rack. /o\ on top of that, there was an inch of water in the tub I put down. So I gave up and stuck it in the dryer. THEY SHOULD USE MY BEAR AS A PROTOTYPE FOR EVERYTHING THAT NEEDS TO ABSORB LIQUID; it is like the mary poppins bag of the stuffed animal world.

( Sometimes at the campus bar, there is a night of bingo where the prizes are sex toys )

MAN, PLANET EARTH, HOW ARE YOU NOT DONE DOWNLOADING YET? >:(

Drag queens have the best drinks named for them. :DDD Farrah Moan is delicious! WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT?

Got asked to judge a drag/variety show thursday night. \o/ free drinks and pretty girls for everyone! Some guy in a business suit from Toronto was very obviously trying to score a threesome with my friends K and G. It was hilariously adorable to watch. I also got to dance with a hot drag king (who is even hotter as a lady :D &her;) It was an A++++ night all around (except for the SUPER CREEPY old guy who kept touching me DDDD: ).

I planned to go back last night, because I had a lot of fun hanging out with the drag king (who I met as a lady last week and who apparently thought I was pretty cool), but no one could/would go with me*, and I didn't want to walk home alone (and probably drunk) at 2 in the morning. :( I was ridiculously disappointed, because I'd been having a crap day and was really looking forward to it.

*After K's friend had called to say he was coming over AND BRINGING 8 PEOPLE WITH HIM WTF, she told me that she would have gone! Except that now company was coming over (and also when I asked her earlier in the evening, she said no, she had a paper to write). >:(


I am having THE LAMEST SATURDAY NIGHT EVER! \o/ drinking (basically) alone, and fighting with the student loan website. LEAST COOL PERSON EVER, Y/Y?

( WE HAVE A MOUSE, AND IT ATE MY BREAD. )

I hate when you're doing homework, and all of a sudden it's one in the morning and you still aren't done. >:(




I GIVE UP; fuck french, I'll do it in the morning.

Actually, let's talk about how much Beowulf sucks, jfc. >:( I'm pretty sure I haven't hated anything this much since The Witch of Edmonton. IT IS SO LONG AND BORING.

Classes this semester seem pretty interesting so far! I'm taking "Women, Gender & Music", Intro to Medieval Lit., African-American Lit., French, "True Believers: 1914 to present", which is about the history of Canadian politics. So far there has been a lot of mocking Sir John A. and talk of W.L.M. King irl trolling everyone. \o/

I can't decide if I like taking Adderall or not. It seems to be working, but I'm so unused to having quiet in my head. :/ I'm also forbidden from drinking coffee. DDD: On the bright side, if I get desperate, I can go into the illegal drug business before I have to turn to prostitution? :D? :D? :(

I'm thinking of getting a tattoo.
( SHUT UP, IT IS LIKE A TINY SHOVEL, NOT A NEEDLE. )

I just bought two new bras! \o/ La Sensa no longer keeps DD on the floor, which I found bizarre. And annoying, because now I have to ask for everything I want to look at. lol 34DD :D:

I WOULD TOTALLY DO THIS FOR A LIVING.




My shoe just broke. >:(

I AM MOVING IN LESS THAN A MONTH! :DDDD:

I haven't really had the time to start freaking out properly yet, because all of my time is taken up with my summer class. lol a year's worth of readings/work crammed into six weeks D:

( What did the big tomato say to the little tomato? )


That is a lot of exclamation points. I feel like there should be a SQUIDBRAINS!!! or two in there or something.

I FORGOT HOW MUCH I LOVED AVATAR, HOLY FUCK.

(also, wtaf, how is Tenacious D: The Pick of Destiny even real? :DDD)



Now to go get ready to go to boyfrand's aunt's house. :DDD: